I really didn't want this to become a whiney-journal... Oh well.
I was just sitting here, minding my own business doing spanish homework and my mind attacks me with unprovoked thoughts. I have to fight to be a part of every freaking group i have ever been a part of. No one calls me. I always make the effort to hang out. I initiate everything. Its horrible. Its like people could care less whether i am around. I would almost rather they NOT want me around than not care.
Where on Earth am I supposed to find a group of friends? One that won't use me for their own benefits. One that actually wants me around because they like me, enjoy my company. Unless of course I am destined to be some sort of hermit.
That's pretty much where I see my life going. I'm destined to be alone.
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